Welcome December

It's December....

And I just don't know what I should do. I am so busy thinking about what I think, doing about what I do, and feeling about how I feel.

At this time, I'm not busy at all, because I am thinking about NOTHING, doing NOTHING, and feeling NOTHING. I am so NOTHING, and that's so crazy.

I've been waiting for 11 months to get my most favorite time of the year, and it has come... It's called DECEMBER. Although all that I'm thinking about, doing, and feeling is nothing, I still feel so excited about December. I am still alone now, but I am excited about December.

What do you first think about when you know that it's DECEMBER???

Of course, most people will think about CHRISTMAS and HOLIDAY when they realize that it's now DECEMBER. Everyone loves CHRISTMAS and HOLIDAY, and so do I.

I do love December, and the only reason why I love December is CHRISTMAS HOLIDAY. I love christmas and I love holiday, put them together and it will be "Christmas Holiday", and it sounds PERFECT.

This December is quite different with other Decembers, because I get a very hard December this year. It's December but I often feel alone and even lonely, and I get many troubles, that finally I decide not to talk about anymore. Beside that, I get a very hard module in campus, it's called MEDICAL TERMINOLOGY. So, all that I can do this December is that try to memorize as many terms as I can. And this lonely feeling inside just can't help me to study about my Terminology module.

Well, like mummy always says, "NEVER GIVE UP". And like Demi Lovato sings in her song, "DON'T SURRENDER, SURRENDER, SURRENDER... PLEASE REMEMBER, REMEMBER DECEMBER...". So, I will never ever give up. I will always try and try not to feel alone anymore, try to be a strong, powerful and beautiful girl, and try to study hard. And that's the spirit, girl!!!

I really can't wait until my beloved family (mum, dad, and bro) come here for Christmas Holiday. I really can't wait. I've been missing them a lot since I came here. I miss them more and more... and maybe that's the one reason why I feel so alone here. But,, just stay cool and calm until they arrive here. Keep the spirit inside, and give the best smile for my December...

I don't wanna have a BLUE CHRISTMAS theme this year. I want my RED, GREEN, and GOLD CHRISTMAS like I always have.

I love the 3 colours on Christmas day. They are sooo PERFECT...

And the last but not least that I really want to say is:

"WELCOME DECEMBER"

Well, It's kinda late, but it's okay...

I still have my 1st December spirit to share in my blog...

XOXO

sweetest