I Love My Mummy....

I Love my Mummy.... a lot....

I believe that everyone loves mummy, and so do I. I love my mum so much. She's the most beautiful woman that I ever met in my life. She's my hero, my figure, and my everything.... She is just so great to me.

I wanna tell the world how I am so thankful to God because I've got a very great mother, like my mum. She always does everything for me and my brother, and I know that she'd do anything for me. She always gives the best for me and she really knows what is the best for me.

She drives me everywhere by her car, and never feels tired to drive me. She works from the morning until evening for her family. She gives me everything I need and everything I want. I am not spiled although my friends think so, but I know that she gives what exactly is the best for me. All I know is that she cares for me, really cares for me.

Mum teaches me so many things about how to live my life. She teaches me not to give up, always keep holding on, and be strong. She gives me confidence in every single word that she says to me. She makes me stand even when I feel that I can't stand anymore. She teaches me every little thing about this life, even about mathematics. She loves mathematics a lot. Well, for me my mum is the best teacher that I ever had in my life.

Mum is a strong woman. I just never see her cry, even when she hurts. She never shows that she's scared, sad, and even sick. She does everything by herself and never complains about so many jobs that she has to do. She's a strong woman for me, and she'll always be a strong woman for me.

Mummy is so wonderful!!! She's a wonderful blessing that God's given for me.

And I just can't explain by words how I am so proud of her...

So that.... I will make my mum proud of me too....

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Boring Day....

Today is Friday and it's Idul Adha holiday, and I feel so bored because I've got nothing much to do on this short holiday.

I just don't know what to do to kill this time. All that I can do is sleeping and updating my blog and status on Twitter or playing Facebook games. I wanna hang out with friends or with my boy, but no seems to hang out today. I wonder what they are doing on this short holiday. Are they studying??? Oww,, bullshit. I can't believe if they are studying right now, especially my boy, he's really not into studying on holiday. :) I know that because we text each other always, and we spend most of our times to text each other. I know what he's doing and what he's done, and he knows what I'm doing or what I've done, we're just always keeping in touch and that's great.

*okay, no talking about boy*

So sad that on this beautiful sunny day, all that I can do now is writing, and now I am writing a boring story about a boring friday. I stay at home whole day with my cousin and my grandma. I had milk and snacks for my breakfast, then I had rice, fish and instant noodle for my lunch. I just can't take my eyes off my laptop to be ONLINE and AVAILABLE on facebook or twitter. I've got nothing to do, but ONLINE. After sleeping, all that I think is only my laptop and I start to do my ONLINE activities; blogger; facebook; and twitter again. Arghh,, so boring.... even my favorite snacks just taste so boring for me.

I just need to control this feeling. I have to do many things to make my self lose this boring feeling. So thankful that I still have my laptop to ONLINE, my cellphone to text my boy and my friends, even I can use it to call if I still have enough balance.

Oh, how I need my cellphone and my laptop when I feel so bored, because they're my only things that won't let this boring feeling drive me crazy.

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So In Love....

Oh, how people love to talk about LOVE, and how people love to fall in LOVE...

Many people fall because of love, they get so crazy in love until love makes them blind. that's why people say that love is blind, love is crazy, love is killing, love is... whatever....

For me love is just so amazing, it's so hard to be defined by words, because it is actually a feeling that we feel inside our hearts, not a sentence that can be explained by the words, "I LOVE......".

I really love talking about L.O.V.E, because I can't deny it that love is just something that makes life more beautiful and makes me feel so alive. Without love, there'll be no good romantic stories, no love poems, no love songs, and nothing. And without love, I will never ever make this blog, because the only reason that I make this blog is that I LOVE writing about this life. And absolutely I need to love this life first, before I start writing about this life.

Love has changed my world, really changed my world. When I find a love inside my heart, I know how I get so shy and so nervous even get insane just looking at the one that I love. I blush when I am around him, and I know that my heartbeat get faster and faster when he holds my hand. And at the time like that, I wish that it wouldn't stop because I like how it feels.

Love is what I'm feeling now. It is the third time I fall in love with a guy, and I still love the feeling that I feel inside, because it is actually beautiful. And I don't want this feeling end. I really don't want, because when it ends, it hurts a lot and there will be only pain left behind.

But actually, those are just little things about love. There are still many great things about Love, because love isn't only a feeling that we feel for a boyfriend or girlfriend, love is a beautiful feeling that we also feel for family, parents, brothers or sisters, friends and anyone or anything.

I love my family a lot. I love my friends, especially my best friends. I love my hobbies and I love my life. But I just can't deny that right now I am so in love with a guy that has completely stolen my heart.

*smiling....*

Well,,, he's always gonna be my first topic when I talk about LOVE....

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Twilight Saga: NEW MOON

Wow. That’s the only thing that I could say when I heard that New Moon was on theater in studio TO Manado. I was so excited, and now I’m still excited about that novel based movie.

So thankful to my BBF that bought me and my cousins tickets to see that movie on the second day at 7.15 P.M. Me and my cousin just couldn’t stop screaming in the theater last night. What a great night!!! I’m so in love with that movie, and I think New Moon movie version is better than the Twilight movie version. And now I can’t wait to see the Eclipse movie version.

Actually I have read the novel, and reading the novel just makes me feel more and more excited about the movie version. I just love the triangle love story of Edward, Bella, and Jacob. Reading and watching Twilight Saga just make the all the girls in the universe dream to have a life like Bella, full of love, and mystery. Sometimes I do dream to be like Bella, but when I think and imagine many times about Bella’s life, I think that I feel good enough just to be my self. But I just can’t stop dreaming about having a very charming boyfriend like Edward, and a very friendly bestfriend guy like Jacob, and I know that all girls won’t stop dreaming about that.

Edward and Jacob are both so great to Bella, but so sad that Bella can only choose one of them. Well, I think Jacob is more handsome than Edward, and his body is so WOW. But in Twilight Saga story I love Edward more, because of his charming personality. Edward really knows how to treat Bella and he loves Bella so much, he’d do anything just to make Bella happy and save. He’s so patient and charming. He apologize to Bella even when he shouldn’t, understand Bella a lot, and never make Bella feel bad or sorry about her self. He always try to give what’s best for Bella even when it hurts him, and most of all he never get angry to Bella. What a very charming and kind man!!! I really understand why Bella is so crazy about Edward. Because actually most girls just dream about having a perfect guy like Edward; handsome; smart; and charming.

I love the character of Jacob also. He’s such a perfect bestfriend guy for Bella. He’s always there for Bella when Edward’s not around. Jacob complete Bella’s happiness. So here, I see why girls are so crazy about being the 2nd Bella, 3rd Bella, and another kind of Bella in the real life.

If I’m asked to choose between Edward or Jacob, I will choose Edward absolutely. But if I’m asked to choose between Robert Pattinson or Taylor Lautner, I willl choose Taylor Lautner absolutely. I love Edward, but in the real life I love Taylor more...

First Post

Finally, I can make a blog about the story of my life today...

I am so exciting about making this blog, because I need to write everything that has done to my life and what I feel about that. I just don't care if no one's ever been interested about the story of my life. It's just only me and it's all about me, and I just don't care about the people. Coz now I'm free to write everything about my life, and maybe a little about the people of my life.

Well, it's always important to remember the date of a special day. It's kinda special day to me. So, just wanna memorize it: today is Friday, 27 November 2009 in the morning, I have made my third blog about my life (again...).

*smiling and then claping hands*

And next, I don't what I am gonna write, but I'm sure that I will get an idea later. I will never lose idea for this blog, because so many interesting, boring, happy, sad things happen to me in everyday of my life. And I feel kinda grateful for so many great experiences that I've got in this 17 years of my life.

And at last of this first post, I just wanna say, thank you for this life that always be my inspiration to start writing, then writing, and keep me writing until today.